Hiii guys… it’s been a while~ >w<‘ I’ve written posts but they haven’t published (I have no idea why) but now they aren’t relevant anymore so it doesn’t matter.

Today is the day I’ve been waiting for! Seether is in Gothenburg tonight! (and I don’t have English early Monday morning so I won’t die of sleeplessness) :D

To finally meet and listen to the band (live) that inspire me the most makes me so happy I can die. My mom is a fan too so she’s also coming. I’m going to give them things I’ve done (that I haven’t showed you guys) but it isn’t as much as I wanted it to be because I haven’t had time/desire to paint anything. It was supposed to be something for our culture day but it’s on Thursday and I have almost nothing… so I’ve scrapped the idea.

I’m bringing my dads iPhone tonight so it’ll be loaded with pictures at the end of tonight! ;w; Woho!

What I’m doing right now. While the smell of bread in the oven is taking over the air *yum*.

I’m going to go now! Paper boy came a while ago so the newspaper is waiting for me.

See ya guys later!

// Nyancy

My fangirl material.

Hellooooo there people! ^^ Right now I’m watching a Bioshock walkthrough with my brother. I though that I would tell you what I’m having euphoria over right now~ They are not in any order. Just the order that they popped up in my head!

Miyavi: If you’ve heard him sing and especially play the guitar… you know what I’m talking about! Seeing teasers that he puts up on his YT is so exiting and little lovely videos of him performing live is great. ;w;

An cafe/Miku: An cafe took a break 2010 but came back this spring/summer. I knew that they officially came back on April 1st. but I didn’t know that they had released an album “Amazing Blue” and their single with the same name has a PV (promotion video)! It’s so cute and Yu-ki raps in the background *mind blown*.

Seether/Shaun Morgan: Been replaying “Karma and Effect” and “Holding onto stings better left to fray” for weeks now, hyping seeing Seether on the November 11th… IT’S ONLY 19 DAYS LEFT!

I’m a little tired of this song right now because the radio butchered it before I got the cd (thanks a lot Bandit…) but when I heard the story behind the song, I got so happy and filled with faith. The faith to turn things around. Shaun had written the song, intending it to be a depressing song but one early morning, before recording he changed the whole tone of the lyrics! So. cool. ❤

Halestorm: I’m a new fan but already hooked~ “I miss the misery”, “Love bites (and so do I)” and the whole “Hello, it’s mz. Hyde” EP are favorites. Lzzy is such an awesome singer and front woman!

Green Day: Their new album Uno is out and it’s pretty good, been playing it over and over on YT haha (can’t afford buying it right now :c). The song “Kill the DJ” sticks so badly in my brain. I sang it throughout Saturday, I couldn’t stop! I’m linking you the explicit version because… censoring is a sin (no but really, whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, it just pisses me off!). Ö^Ö

Linkin Park: I’m a little late with “Living things” didn’t start listening to it until… 2 weeks ago (don’t remember exactly). It’s beautiful and all but some songs I kinda… block out X’D Sounds horrible but it’s the truth! Castle of glass and the first song, Lost in the echo are favorites but almost everyone sticks to my mind :3

Mmm ~

// Nyancy


I made a Twitter! Haven’t had an active account for a few years but I decided that I could always write tiny (140 words to be exact) thoughts there, so why not make one again~ ^^

I came up with my Twitter name when I thought about the first video I saw by Snakebitesparkles (she’s so funny and looks like Helena Boham Carter!). She said FLATFORMS (instead of platforms) ❤ It was the first time I heard the term and it made so much sense!

When I search for platform shoes this is what I get: 

They are pretty but me and heels will never be. Flatforms in my ❤ 

So what is my Twitter username?



Want to know something else? Miku from An cafe and Lc5 is following me *__* (he follows so many people but still, I feel somewhat special! >w<‘)

Promotion picture from An cafe’s newest album. Captain Miku is so cute haha ^^

From when he was in the band Lc5 during the An cafe break during 2010-2012 :3 His image was much more mature (aaand I like it ehehe >///>).

I’m just going to sleep now, too much fangirling for my sleepless brain. Miku/All members of An Cafe, Miyavi, Halestorm, Billie Joe Armstrong and Shaun Morgan. I’ll tell you why tomorrow. Good night!

// Nyancy 


I really am nervious. I remember the first day at Volvo. No one talked to me… only stared (just because I’ve never been there before) :c But then I had my dad and the people at his table that I’ve seen before at some point but tomorrow, I know no one exept an old workbuddy to my dad :c. And I haven’t seen him in a long time (actually that isn’t exactly true! One time not too long ago that I had to open the door and it was him and his wife asking if my parent were home but they weren’t… that was kind of akward… because I was dyeing my hair brown! X’D I wouldn’t count that though because he backed away when he saw how uncomfortable I was… haha. TwT’)

Trying to calm my nerves with finding new awsome music.

And I found D, a visual kei band. They are pretty amazing!

This song is really calming ^^ And yes that is a man on the picture ♡ His voice is stunning!

So I’m going to try sleeping now. I want atleast some sleep before tomorrow comes… don’t know if I will succeed *_* It feels really early to me!

Anyway good night people!

// Nyancy


I am not a pattern to be followed
The pill that I’m on
Is a tough one to swallow
I’m not a criminal
Not a role model
Not a born leader
I’m a tough act to follow

I am not the fortune and the fame
Nor the same person telling you to forfeit the game
I came in the ring like a dog on a chain
And I found out the underbelly is sicker than it seems
And it’s seems ugly, but it can get worse,
Cos’ even a blueprint is a gift and a curse
Cos’ once you got the theory of how the thing works
Everybody wants the next thing to be just like the first

This one might be my favorite from A Thousand Suns, because of the meaning behind those words ♡

Looking forward to the new album. Even if I didn’t really fall in love with the released single BURN IT DOWN…. I think that it’ll grow on me :3

// Nyancy